Do You Remember Your First Kiss?
I realized something interesting today while I was watching a romantic movie.
I don’t remember the first kiss I had with my ex-husband. Is that strange? Maybe I blocked it out?
I remember my first kiss with my high school boyfriends. I remember the first kiss I ever had. I remember that wayward kiss from a guy I had a crush on in High School.
I can’t remember my first kiss with the man I married. What does that mean?
Maybe I don’t want to remember kissing him ever. Maybe our first kiss wasn’t that great. Apparently, it wasn’t even memorable.
I’m glad I can’t remember it. I’m glad I don’t look back and see romance and feel butterflies. I’m glad it’s over.
I’m going to think of this as a true healing of my spirit.
I am free to kiss someone who will truly love and be loved.